Stop searching for proofs of the existence of God where you will never find them.
Look for God within yourself and you will realize that He is always there,that he never leaves you.If you do not feel Him,
it is not because He does not exist and is not there but because you have turned away from Him.
you have not been sensible. You have clouded your consciousness and which mislead you about the reality of things.
God is always there: it is you who have momentarily allowed your awareness of His presence to be dulled.